love of my life

mohd heikal. he charms me every time he smiles, laugh and make that sinister expression. im always interested with what he gotta say or do. i know that sounds so obsessed but what the heck, i dont care if he thinks that's scary or pathetic. as far as i know, he love the way i look,smile,stare and blush whenever im with him. yes, i do blush! isn't that amazing? he's one guy that i dont want to let go just to stand up for my egoism or my selfishness. he did change apart of me which usually like to receive rather than giving. he's my strength and he's my weakness. (like what he always say) its surprising how i obey his words when i have to. it shuts me every time he changes his tune/tempo. the liyana that people always knew are so arrogant and full of ego. we share most of our interests and common dislikes. from food to clothes, books, movies and many more. i never felt empty or bored when he's around. there's always smiles and laughters when we communicate with each other no matter in chaos or silent moment. i was told that he never felt so loved by a lady like how i loved him. that makes me feel so flattered because i myself never had a guy who understand all my needs. we went through uncountable ups and downs. problems kept chasing us while happiness always waiting at the end point. heikal isn't the guy that i'd always go for before this. everyone knows what type of guys i always drool for. tall,skinny,fair,butt-less and thin lips. indeed, he's short for his age, well build, quite dark, pouty butt and lips. unbelievable! even my girls are shocked when they found out bout him. well, people say that the love of your life isn't always like what you dream of to be. i totally agree with it. he's unique in his own way. my brother been wandering why did i chose him. at last, he figured out that im into naughty type of guys. not just by their looks, but also the attitude. his appearance got nothing to do with the reasons why i love him with all my heart and soul. like i said, he charms me with what ever he say, do or make. im proud to say that i want to be with him my entire life and produce our own maniacs and little devils. =) i've been there with him in various conditions. seen him sleeping, pooping (haha! i'll never forget that), tired, mood swing and he even sneezed and fart at me. there's too many to list it down. no matter what, i still find that he's cute and adorable. god knows why. i kept telling him that too and how he wonder why i never feel disgusted nor annoyed by him. i accept heikal just the way he is. although he's lack of some things that my "guy" should be but no one is perfect. even me myself have things that a guy wouldn't want their girl to be. i thank god for granting me an unbelievable ass,jerk, etc. =P i love u mohamed heikal! grrr! you'll always be my babi, gegurl, gemok dll. love love loveeee<3333