big bad boy

he's looking extremely sexy when formally dressed
tight curvy butt and broad tough shoulder waters my mouth
his calm shadowy slit eyes ignites my cold heart and makes it feel hearty than ever
how i adore every each of his unique countenance no matter what mode he's in
i feel like it was summer again every time he hugged and kissed me
he mastered almost every moves of a gentleman should
its amazing how he put a spell on me just by staring deeply into those sharp corners in my eyes
his touch is magical
it tingles and shivers me inside out when ever i sense his presence
im madly in love with him

-my love,heikal

my bitch

irritated

today,i get pissed off by quite a number of people. had an argument with most of my loved ones. i dont know why it seems like everything they do or say makes me feel irritated and mad. im just not in the mood to talk to anybody including him. why must he be so defensive? he really did get on my nerves this evening. im so pissed so just fuck off!

melancholy

i haven't been in my best condition lately. a lot of things been bothering me. i've tried my best to control my emotions but i'll end up crashed n smashed into pieces. nothing seems able to pleased me. im very sorry to those people who'd became my mourning victim these past few days. im currently in my recovering phase and i hope most of u could stay by my side and go through it with me. lets hope i'll be the same me again asap.

baby zara

she's a lady!

my new baby, zara

star shines brighter tonight

omg! heikal just bought me an adorable cutesy hyperactive baby iggy! she's wonderful. healthy and elegant! =) zara really made my day. weeeeee! im so happy! =)

iggy hunting

such a tiring day. went to kl centrel, taipan and sunway just to look for a baby iguana. im quite dissapointed because they dont have the stock anymore. we thought of so many places but most of it doesnt sell a baby iguana. sigh.. =(

to my lads

girls, im sorry for what's happening lately. im not trying to avoid any one of you but i just dont feel like im apart of the family anymore. we rarely communicate and confess our feelings towards each other nowadays. i feel like im not the liyana that i used to be. maybe some of you thinks that im just keeping myself away but the truth is i feel awkward. the feeling of not knowing what's happening in your (each and every one of you) life, it makes me scared of losing and lost in track. sorry again. i hope we can work things out. miss you girls. -lee

boredom strikes! (perfume collections)

love of my life

mohd heikal. he charms me every time he smiles, laugh and make that sinister expression. im always interested with what he gotta say or do. i know that sounds so obsessed but what the heck, i dont care if he thinks that's scary or pathetic. as far as i know, he love the way i look,smile,stare and blush whenever im with him. yes, i do blush! isn't that amazing? he's one guy that i dont want to let go just to stand up for my egoism or my selfishness. he did change apart of me which usually like to receive rather than giving. he's my strength and he's my weakness. (like what he always say) its surprising how i obey his words when i have to. it shuts me every time he changes his tune/tempo. the liyana that people always knew are so arrogant and full of ego. we share most of our interests and common dislikes. from food to clothes, books, movies and many more. i never felt empty or bored when he's around. there's always smiles and laughters when we communicate with each other no matter in chaos or silent moment. i was told that he never felt so loved by a lady like how i loved him. that makes me feel so flattered because i myself never had a guy who understand all my needs. we went through uncountable ups and downs. problems kept chasing us while happiness always waiting at the end point. heikal isn't the guy that i'd always go for before this. everyone knows what type of guys i always drool for. tall,skinny,fair,butt-less and thin lips. indeed, he's short for his age, well build, quite dark, pouty butt and lips. unbelievable! even my girls are shocked when they found out bout him. well, people say that the love of your life isn't always like what you dream of to be. i totally agree with it. he's unique in his own way. my brother been wandering why did i chose him. at last, he figured out that im into naughty type of guys. not just by their looks, but also the attitude. his appearance got nothing to do with the reasons why i love him with all my heart and soul. like i said, he charms me with what ever he say, do or make. im proud to say that i want to be with him my entire life and produce our own maniacs and little devils. =) i've been there with him in various conditions. seen him sleeping, pooping (haha! i'll never forget that), tired, mood swing and he even sneezed and fart at me. there's too many to list it down. no matter what, i still find that he's cute and adorable. god knows why. i kept telling him that too and how he wonder why i never feel disgusted nor annoyed by him. i accept heikal just the way he is. although he's lack of some things that my "guy" should be but no one is perfect. even me myself have things that a guy wouldn't want their girl to be. i thank god for granting me an unbelievable ass,jerk, etc. =P i love u mohamed heikal! grrr! you'll always be my babi, gegurl, gemok dll. love love loveeee<3333

yawn (^O^)

it was a hectic week which ends yesterday. went for a vacation with my mum's cliques and workers. everything was all planned out and i didn't even get the chance to get tanned. luckily i managed to do some shopping on the last day. the first night was hilarious. mum and friends organized a themed party. we all had to dress up. i was the kinky girl like always ;P oh! i really loved uncle halim's costume. he had a long yellow wig which make him look like a 7 months pregnant blonde -rock star. lol. most of the guys wore crappy costumes which make them look so stupid yet creative. most of the ladies chose to wear sort of fairy look-like costumes. there are few of them who did wore something bold like an african lady and kimono girls. although this trip was amazing, but i still preferred to be in Bali. me and Bali. that's what my mum always say. im quite dissapointed that this year we wont be going there because of what she had planned for the entire year. anyway, i have to drop it or i wont be getting a new car. so, zip it then. today, i think im having a slight fever. it was extremely hot the whole 5 days. hmm.. now, im waiting for heikal to pick me up. i hope he's doing fine for his math paper. i bought lots of stuff for that pig. argh! missing piggy so much! oh, and my babies too. max-c,daria,luna and jude. mummy's home! hope heikal will send them back asap. oh, i was thinking of going for water dragon's hunting tomorrow. i wonder how the heck im going to teach heikal to get along with it. i miss my girls a lot! tira,ja,phat,fatin,jen,zan and shia. hope they all gonna be there this wednesday. weeeeee! =) cant wait for it!