to my lads

girls, im sorry for what's happening lately. im not trying to avoid any one of you but i just dont feel like im apart of the family anymore. we rarely communicate and confess our feelings towards each other nowadays. i feel like im not the liyana that i used to be. maybe some of you thinks that im just keeping myself away but the truth is i feel awkward. the feeling of not knowing what's happening in your (each and every one of you) life, it makes me scared of losing and lost in track. sorry again. i hope we can work things out. miss you girls. -lee