i may look like this but i have feelings too

u can say anything that u want but i still hold on to my believes. no matter what i still want u. u may feel that im not a good company but i will still be here waiting for u. it hurts knowing what u thought n felt about me. fyi, i dont want to mourn over things. it is tiring but that's the only thing i could do to build myself. im sorry if i dragged u into my own hell but i want u to know that i never meant to do so. i am terribly upset and disturbed about our convo earlier. i am mentally tortured. i might not be the best person for u to be with and live the rest of your life with, but i know for sure i will try my best to be the "one" for u.

once upon a time...

i was lost. empty. lonely.

til the day i found u. u make me smile and laugh like nothing else matters. i'm glad that i found u. the path were rocky but we made it through. ups and downs never broke us apart. i can never imagine myself going through life without u. the one i love. the one i care, miss and adore. the person who made me want to change the perceptions i had for life. days are brighter. my heart filled with love n joy. our song will always be sung in my heart n mind. i love u. heikal.