down on bended knee

boy, i really miss u. it makes me feel like crying when ever im lying down on my bed while listening to all the songs that we had memories together. there's nothing more that i wanna ask for from u except for u being by my side all day and night. i know that's impossible and sounds so selfish but believe me, im not being myself when u're not around. its hard for me to laugh, smile nor communicate like i used to be. boy, i miss u. there's nothing else i could do to make myself to think less about u. so im asking your help to stay and care for me more than what u do to anyone else. sigh.. cant stop myself from missing u... =(