melancholy

few more days til eid. n i haven't done my shopping yet. y? bcoz i dont have the mood at all. the only thing i could think of getting right now is that LG kc550 phone. the moment i saw the phone, i felt as if i fell in love again n this time, deep and hard core! cool features, elegant look, etc. damn! the only thing now is that im broke and i need to save up for my room rental. i cant ask my mum bcoz she's paying for my car n the fuel. sigh... im really not in my best condition lately. i want that phone. badly! s.o.s! could there be anyone out there who'd be kind enough to buy me one? i wonder..