sadness

its the first day of eid. yet, i dont feel anything special bout it. something feels so wrong here. wait! is it the food? no. i dont think so. or maybe.. hmm.. the phone that im dying for? nah.. not that. oh i know! heikal's missing! yes! exactly! its been like 2 going to 3 days we've not seen each other yet i feel like years of gloomy days. sigh.. plz come home hun. miss u like .. like.. too much to describe! miss hugging n calling u dummy so much! i wouldn't want to trade that for anything else in this world. unless it's really worth it.. =) hehe. just kidding okay. hmm.. im going back to my hometown tomorrow. i dont feel any excitement like years before. i just wish u could be here n everywhere with me. cant wait for the day to come. grrr! i miss u a lot la babi!