i have a dream.. a song to sing

well, that's not exactly my dream but i do own a dream though. i live my life to achieve it. i was struck by love cupid not long time ago. until now, i still am. I've gone through lots of ups and downs since i drove down this route but i still manage to put myself together and hope the sun will shine someday. i dream to love and live with this one man whom i find him interesting and extraordinary than those typical guys that i used to date. it might sounds like a trash talk but i am truly serious about this. the only problem now is that its hard for me to have him by myself. trust me, its damn hard! i know very well that life is unfair and we can never get everything that we want easily. god, you gotta give me some credit here for all the hard and complicated issues that i went through ever since i met him. sigh.. all I'm asking for is him to be mine and only mine.