Monday, May 18, 2009

dying slowly..

gee! sem break just started but i already miss going to class. i know! it's unbelievable for me to say that. i thought of looking for a part time job but.. everyone especially myself knows my attitude. i can never work under someone's order. geee.. hate that side of me.

well, things haven't been working out smoothly lately. so much things are messed up and i can't take control of the situations anymore. i just wish that one day (hope it'll be a.s.a.p) i wake up and everything just disappear and never been brought up again. i want to end all this. its a misery for me to keep it all locked up inside.

i miss my heikal. i know very well that we wont be spending much time this sem break. geee... =( how sad can my life be. im all alone with nothing interesting to do. i want my heikal.. i love my heikal and always be.

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