what???

like i mentioned before, things are not going well lately. i hate to fake my smiles and my laughters. things will not be sorted out if this situation remained silent. what else can i do? i need incidents that could prove me right. yes! i need a miracle to make things right again. as for now, i feel like i don't know anyone. they won't talk neither am i. why should i? i can feel that im drafting aside. who knows why? i bet there's no one out there really understand what's inside. i'm not sure if anyone noticed my attitude lately. its better if they don't actually because it'll be easier for me to keep a distance. don't pretend anymore. come out when you're ready. i got time to hear.